I find it excruciating...like holding your breath for too long until your face is blue.
Now imagine having that feeling and knowing you still have a whole month ahead before you can let go....and finally release a massive sigh.
Well that's what I'm going through at the moment.
I'm going to Indonesia in a month's time to get hitched to a lovely and talented northern man - Andy Bainbridge. Then we're off to celebrate, spending two blissful weeks in Bali and the Gili isles with our closest friends.
So imagine yourself in my position. I'm ECSTATIC of course...can't wait for this amazing turn of events to happen. But now everyday feels like the longest day of my life. I'm constantly fidgeting, restless, excited, bored, anxious...all at the same time.
Wish there's a cure for this or something to speed up the time (suggestions are more than welcome!). Music always helps of course. This week I've been relying on these tracks to help ease the pain. It's really not that long now...(and so I keep telling myself).
